I originally posted a wrong version of this post so if you get two emails notifying you of this post that is why. This post is about thoughts that I need to share about grief and how I miss my hubby, Roy. I'm not real sure it flows well or even says all I'm feeling.… Continue reading 04.27.21 Almost eight months of grief
12.12.20 Buddy, Grief, Brain, Christmas Tree, and more
My little buddy, who we kinda think is taking to the new name Buddy, is such a good dog. He's very curious about this new home and follows me everywhere. I'm allowing him to roam through the property more each day and I think he likes it here! He's really wonderful and such a comfort… Continue reading 12.12.20 Buddy, Grief, Brain, Christmas Tree, and more
11.23.20 Some days I …
Some days I go through the day happy and full of the joy God has placed in my heart. Some days I am sad at just the sight of a picture of my honey Roy or the memory from one of our adventures. I found his little BabyBell red wrapped cheeses in the bottom of… Continue reading 11.23.20 Some days I …
11.18.20 Some thoughts this Wednesday morning
I believe in being positive and encouraging to others and try to apply that same philosophy to my own life. I try to find the bright spot in a situation no matter how bad or sad the situation may be. Even though I don't like thinking like this, 2020 feels like the worse year ever.… Continue reading 11.18.20 Some thoughts this Wednesday morning
11.06.20 Asking for prayers
I am here asking for prayers today. I am about as low as I've been since Roy died. My doctor has increased my anti-depressant medicine yet I can't seem to stop crying. I know it's grief but it stinks. God just sent me some wonderful help by having me punch in the wrong numbers on… Continue reading 11.06.20 Asking for prayers
10.30.20 The crazy world at my house lately
We are almost into November. Time is passing fast sometimes and sometimes it is passing slow. Here are some crazy things that have happened lately, mostly in the kitchen. First, Chip and I are not familiar with our fryer. Roy always did the frying and I never paid attention to how he drained the oil.… Continue reading 10.30.20 The crazy world at my house lately
10.27.20 I am in a punching mood…..
I am in a punching mood.... Oh my goodness. I never in my life would have thought that losing my husband that I loved dearly would be this tough. I am a strong woman and keeping it together around other people is doable for me. But when I am alone my heart hurts so much… Continue reading 10.27.20 I am in a punching mood…..
10.26.20 Tiller, grave monument, voting for President Trump, trucks and pumpkins
I woke up Saturday wanting to share recent events so here goes! I've been writing my private thoughts and my activities in what has grown to be a very long blog. But there are some things I want to share today and tomorrow. This past week Roy's tiller found a new home. The nicest couple… Continue reading 10.26.20 Tiller, grave monument, voting for President Trump, trucks and pumpkins
10.13.20 Samson’s playground, Mulberry Tree, Jesus Circle, and more good things
My little buddy Samson has given me, his Grannie, so much comfort and love. He's was at his mama's for a couple of days and I couldn't wait for him to come back. Daddy Chip built Samson a 15' x 15' playground outside the back door. I bring him outside with me every time I… Continue reading 10.13.20 Samson’s playground, Mulberry Tree, Jesus Circle, and more good things
10.08.20 I’m trying but this being a widow stinks…..
Sometime recently I mentioned something about Roy's tiny harmonica but I didn't share a photo. This is it and yes he could actually play music on it! I am trying to make an effort to get out and do things that put happiness back into my life. It's been a year since I've had a… Continue reading 10.08.20 I’m trying but this being a widow stinks…..